"how would you describe yourself in one word?" - lost.

its been a while. i never seem to be able to keep things like a blog up to date for a longer period of time. i cant even keep my diary updated, so go figure.

im back in germany. i have been back for 6 months and 5 days and i already feel desperate to get out. i will never understand how my mind works, i just need to get away every now and then. plus, i havent even been "home" during the whole summer. ive been working all over germany for 6 weeks, hanging out at my moms and once a while at my, then, boyfriends place. yeh. another relationshit ended. got used to it somehow and it still doesnt feel like a big deal. hands down, i just dont miss anything. "how tragic"

so while 2009 is drawing to an end (finally) my head is full of plans for the next one:

.australia [AUSTRALIA] A.U.S.T.R.A.L.I.A i just cant wait until i board that plane that will bring me back to a place that feels like home. i cant wait until i see mk again, until i hang w/ prisco, until i listen to records while lying on rob's floor, until i go to a show w/ dave and whatever else well all be doing. itll be 3 yrs since i left by the time im back there and im already heaps excited

.cardiff. to see julia. will be sweet
.portugal. well. maybe
.finish most of my studies. finally.
.get some parts of my future sorted out.
.enjoy spring.
.love life.